Crash...

I feel like my world is about to crash down around my head. Life is too overwhelming for me right now. I am angry all the time and want to just escape from it all. I am tired, so tired all the time. I move through the days like a zombie, doing things I must and neglecting everything else. I find myself staring into space quite often, looking for a way out of this hole...some hope to cling to. All I can think of is I need to simplify my life, get rid of the chaos and clutter. But, that's easier said than done when you have four kids. I find myself day-dreaming of what life would have been like had I taken a different path, turned left instead of right...